Living the Chaotic Days

These days have been quite chaotic. There's too much happening at work and at home. Plus, I seem to have less time than I generally had. I know that's not the case, but that's just how life has been lately.

Generally, this shouldn't be an issue. But what this means is I have very little energy to do anything other than what's in front of me. There's hardly any plan. Day dawns with a promise of busyness and settles with that promise fulfilled. I trudge along.

This is not healthy. I need to take control of things.

Unfortunately, I have little control over my work life as things stand. However, thankfully, the work does not stretch too late into my evening hours. So all I need to do is bring some shackles around my work-laden mind and free it of the burden.

Do not let it slip into the passive binge-watching sessions of the already-watched comedy shows. Do not let the numbness that the meaningless entertainment provides confuse it with comfort.

After all, living life numbed to all its vitality is no way to live.