I keep writing about the same thing
My recent posts all follow the same pattern ā me documenting how I can't stick to systems.
Routine. Reading. RSS Feeds. Emails. Calendars. I have been documenting my struggle to systematise everything. Or am I creating a problem by writing about it? Maybe I'm just writing about the wrong things.
My inability to stick might be a natural fallout of changing lifestyle and priorities. I am not who I was years ago after all.
Maybe I don't need a routine anymore.
Maybe I don't like reading the same things, or in the same way.
Building connections matters more than the medium I use.
And maybe, just maybe, I am disciplined even without a calendar.
Iām starting to worry that my attempt to systemise my life is slowly becoming my life. I want to write about living, not about the meta aspects of how I organise my life.
How can I if I forget to live?